But I am moving on. What I cannot put up any more is not about further career opportunity (which was indeed bad), not about financial compensation (which was ok), not about living in a muslim society (which was surprisingly acceptable). It was because of this total lack of motivation, caused by losing my self-esteem and letting myself drift across the battles that I was not supposed to win after all.
What's next? I don't know. People would say I must be crazy to leave this job. Especially without anything concrete for my next career move. I must really be crazy. Yes I might be really crazy, for myself and for my future.
I don't want to plan anything now. I am going to finish this glass of fine red and I will sing for a while for now. But tomorrow when I get up, I know for sure, I will do my damn best to find this reckless boy in me again, who was not afraid of hitchhiking across Canada, who was not afraid of any challenge.
Wish me a good luck!
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Hey Woojeong,
good luck and all the best. You know very well, what will be the best for you. But remember, u are not the little boy anymore who hitchhiked across Canada many years ago. Time has passed. Well, I wish you will find your motivation and drive again in another enviroment.
You are my best friend.
Do you thnk you lost the boy in you? no...Look at you. The only one who can do this crazy things is the BOY in you. Furthemore I don't think he's a BOY, he is the MAN who can decide his own life. Come and see me. Let's drink.^^
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