Resolutions

It is easier said than done. It is difficult to realise that there are many things that we cannot manipulate. Especially when it comes to feelings and emotions. I decided not to waste my energy. I once was positive in general towards my life and the world that I live in. Though I wanted to go back to that happy self, I should not have wanted to reach there through what was quite relying on something unreachable.

Now I got it. Resilience will manifest in the quiet and painstaking process that I nurture within myself. Once the surge of emotions blew my mind away, I felt vulnerable out there facing the simple reality to fight through this long silence.

I feel that I am getting ready to enjoy this silence. I will enjoy this rebuilding process and get back on the track again soon. In this silence the answers will come... for sure...

My resolutions for now.

• Exercise regularly, get back in shape
  
• Read more books
• Spend more time with friends outdoor while I can
  
• Focus on work/life balance. Life first, others don't matter.
  
• Getting back to my original plan.. :)

Focus on fun, just as I once did.

Ah by the way, been a few days to post a song..

"One" by not only U2 but along with Mary J. Blige. It sounds very different. Click to listen from Blip.fm.